Love has a Past Tense TooIt's biblical how fucked my sleep can bebut before I go, there's just one thing
you're the one that I need. I'm the one that you loatheand every time you've fed me the line, "You mean so much to me
"just keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"And that was the day that I promisedthat the curtain calls my name. I'm not afraid
Don't you see? I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue.You're ready to break(with unapologetic apathy)and I always can find you again.I bet you're not fucking pretty on the insideavoiding the spots where we'd have to speak.When you whisper it nice and low:there's no place you'd rather be in now
or lethal injection, or swing from a rope if you dare.Don't make me change my mind;now that I'm stronger I've figured outthat you know where to find me,where my friends could see a different side of me.
A Different Side Of MeI want people to know,That there's a different side of me,That you can't see.It's not visible from the outside,Until I use a pen,To put it into words.I can't talk about all the feelings,The lovey, romantic feelings,In the same way I write them.I could tell him I love him,A million times,But writing it down once would give it more meaning.
Zameron: Can't Sleep TonightZach pulled back the curtain and tapped Cameron on the shoulder. He couldn't help but smile when Cameron started squirming, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. When he finally opened them and saw Zach peering into his bunk, he smiled back."Mind if I join you?" Zach whispered. Cameron tried his best to scoot over."Not at all," he mumbled, still sleepy. Zach, as silently as possible, climbed into the bunk with him. Both boys shifted in the bed until Zach was pressed against Cameron's back, his arms around him. Cameron pushed back against him, removing all space between their bodies. Zach ducked his head down, resting his forehead against the back of Cameron's head. He let his eyes fall shut as he inhaled, taking in Cameron's scent."Couldn't sleep?" Cameron mumbled. He took one of Zach's hands in his."I probably could," Zach replied. "But I didn't want to. Not by myself, anyway."Cameron smiled. He felt Zach shift again, and his arms were no longer around him. Cameron was going to object